Things feel pretty hopeless right now. I’m lifeless. I have fleeting suicide ideation and no sense of purpose. Although I slept well last night I want to crawl back under my covers.
Many wise people told me alcohol is a depressant and causes depression. I wonder why I’m more depressed after removing alcohol from my system? That makes no sense!
Well, I work part-time and I’m home for the day. Dirty dishes are all over the counter in the kitchen and the laundry calls for me to put it away; but I will have none of it. I’m going back to bed where I can sleep and forget how I feel — if only briefly until my kids come home from school.
♥ Daylily ♥